The Unexpected Feelings.. New World Of Mine!

ENTRY 3   : MY EXPERIENCE BEING A KPTM STUDENT
BY          : NUR SYAIDATUL AKMAR BINTI MOHAMAD SHAHAR
CLASS      : DIM0102
GROUP     : 2
LINK         : blossomrainbow.blogspot.com

"Why its dark..? No light like there is no way out... I feel like gonna suck in this place... Someone please, I'm begging take me out of this place... Is there a way out of this place? Am I dreaming or this is the true feelings? ARGHH!!!" Morning! What a shock! I am really dreaming. Fuhh~ The effect of scared to live a part from family are mixed with unique feelings.. haha! Now we don't want to talks about dreams cause that is the past topic before. Now let's move on to what I'm gonna tell about. I'll tell something new about my experience and my life being in KPTM Ipoh like for 3 months. It is the the unbelievable day ever! Let's join me, hope you enjoy it.

             The day I will become a student college, I feel like the world of mine becomes more bigger than before. Either I think of that or it is the true. When my family and I have searching for the Poly-Tech MARA College of Ipoh like an hour, we still didn't find the sign of path for KPTM Ipoh. Suddenly after a few minutes, we found the place. Thanks to me because of me we found the places by searching for that place before we use to came to Ipoh by using the internet. That the function of internet! not to discover silly things. But the fact before that, something scratched my heart that my father didn't trust my words! He said that I'm just showed the path through my instince.. ergh! Wow! many people have came before us. The basic thing was always have the 'Registration Day'. What a boring day! plus in the hot day.. Hmm. For the first time in my life I'll handle everything, I had to register alone by myself. I would be the Multimedia student when the data got in the KPTM Ipoh document file in anytime. The truth was, this was the first time in my life I'm apart from my beloved family. Erm.. Seriously feel so scared and had the feeling of shy to met new people that I haven't know yet. It's time for me to have the courage to do everythings by myself. It's a lie if I didn't get the culture shock, right? Haha.. pity on me... After all have settle down, I got the map of the location for hostel of KPTM Ipoh. Got mixed feelings in heart cause think what place it would look like that I have to stay for 1 year, it means 2 semesters. While waiting with my mom for my dad with my siblings got the car from the parking, I saw many parents with their kids were waiting for their name got called for the registration.

             So many think my mum make me remember for, like always take care of myself, be punctual everytime, do the assignment or work first before doing somethings else, taking care of my pray, don't forgot to tke my medicine if I got sick suddenly and bla bla... That sometimes I couldn't remember it. Back to my awesome story, after we round and round the place for many times, where is the hostel of KPTM???! Then we saw a place that crowded with people. WOW! IS THIS THE PLACE???! hmm.. I talked to myself "Its okay, I'll make myself comfortable in here.. just gonna studying for making my parents proud of me.. " I had a shocked cause I had a visual of the hostel like others college hostel.  The funniest thing happen to me when at the registration of dorm, they asked me for my number of dorm.. I said '16B', then they got shock! cause that was male's dorm and my name got into the list of that dorm! HAHA! seriously ridiculous! Then they change my name to dorm '6'.. huh~ I got to know a few people in my dorm. All of us still have to make ourselves feel comfortable to the place before doing other things.

             At that night, we had an orientation. It would take for 3days. Our parents have leaved us that evening. I have admitted that I felt sad that day. Many things we did at the event that seniors managed for us that could make us felt we have choosen the right things by accepting KPTM offer. We know each other by playing games, an ice breaking, had a conversation and else. Last day of the orientation at night, I couldn’t joined them because my sickness came attack that night. I’m just watching them do the activities such as drama. The next day, all of us back to our home sweet home for 4days before starting the class. What a great day! “I can go home! But after that I have to come back here… don’t think about that first, let’s enjoy the break” cliché right? Haha~!

             The day I have to got back to the hostel, argh!!! I have to leave “PUTEH”! my only fluffy cat… it know how to survive by itself.. my sister would take care of it. Cut the story line, let’s move to the first day of my class. I have choosen DIM0102 by looking at the timetable timing of class. First day, first class and first time we had loss in KPTM Wisma SSI. Haha! Didn’t find the right class. We like “lift girls” cause people will found us in all lift.After a few weeks, we got to adapt when the bus is coming, where did the class located, who were teaching us for every courses. Basic courses were English, Maths, and ‘Pendidikan Islam’. New courses were ITM(Introduction To Multimedia), ITSA(Introduction Technology of Skills and Application) and FOP that stand for Fundamental of Programming. Many things that I got to learn in here. 2 weeks before, I’ve done with Mid Term Examination. Every night all of us(dormates) struggle with studying till the morning without cared to sleep. We just want to make our parents proud on us when we get the result. Especially if we got “Dekan”!.My result quite good that when I tell my mother, she told me that “Wow! That’s great! Keep it up or do better in the Final Exam”. ‘Alhamdulillah’ I make it..the result seriously like what my mom want me to get. I’m very happy that I got to know that my family appreciated and supported what I did.

             Now many assignment are waiting for me. Herm~ Its come like a thousand bird that want to eat me on the desert. I will try my best to live here, trying to be best student, trying to be a good daughter to my parents than before. One day I’ll make them proud with my successful~ Wish me luck for my final this October. Ops! I forget.. Next week “Raya Haji” is coming… Yeah! I can go back to my Home Sweet Home! Haha! See yaa~! ^^  

My Secondary Home Without My Family~

ENTRY 3     : MY EXPERIENCE BEING A KPTM STUDENT

By            : NURUL HIDAYAH BINTI MUHAMMAD

Class        : DIM0102

Group       : 2

Link           : Blossomrainbow.blogspot.my

I feel like a grown up kid that finally got managed to handle myself alone without my family by my side. Sometimes I realized that I need to be independent. I need to learn how to managed myself, like washing my clothes, how I managed my money, my food and etc when my parents not around me. This is we need to do for my future. Not just only depend to your parents. This is the right time to show up to your parents that we can be useful wherever we are even we were alone.

For my third entry, I want to share about my life as a student at KPTM without my family. For the first time I further my studies as a college student and it’s far away from my home. I know that being at the new place everything will be awkward and everything here very new to me for suit me well. I have further my studies at Poly-Tech MARA College, Ipoh, Perak and of course I’m very excited at new place. I have do some research about my college, and I’ll be okay there because the place is very near to the city.

       When the first day I’m arrived here, I feel very excited when I’m looking around the place of Ipoh because the view really looks like city of Kuala Lumpur (maybe just a little bit huhu). On the day of my registration as a student KPTM Ipoh, there are so many people waiting for their turn. I’m having difficulty to make new friends since I’m not used to be with stranger especially at the new place that I never been to. Yet, I’m worries as I still don’t have any friends by my side. I just realized something as I finished my registration get into the college that I have to go through everything here alone. The great thing is it was on Ramadhan, special month for muslim to fast and feeling that I was far away from my backbone, it’s so incredible experience for myself. My parents ask me to take care of myself, saving my money pocket and use it for food, notes book and not for useless thing and of course they want me to being a good daughter and make them proud.

On my first day classes, it’s a little bit awkward for me because before this I’m in secondary school that all of them is girl, which is like convent school. As boys and girls are actually mixed in the same class where I had been in all girls school before. There is session to know each other that we need to stand up and intro about myself. But I am very shyyyyyyyy oh my god I have never been doing this before infront of the guys. I feel like want to runaway from there and hiding somewhere. HAHAHA! My heart beats faster than f1 when my turns come to intro about myself. HUH! But at the end, I’ll take this as my challenge that if we want to achieve our dreams, we must take challenge and be brave to face it. It’s more to ‘take it or leave it’. That is how my first day is like. Day by day everything is getting better because finally I know how to face them everyday in the class.

Being a college student is very fun and enjoyable, that is what I think first when I came as a normal person or we called nerdy haaaa yup nerdy! But in real life, it’s too many things to do by my own. Since I haven’t being so far away from my family, it’s quite challenging me to do the entire thing by my own. But it’s still okay from me as long as I can survive. I became a very strong girl; I know how to manage my time, my money, my work and etc. Thus, I had been fasting for 3-4 days due lack of money. Sometimes, I have felt afraid for ask pocket money from my parent’s, I’m just don’t want to burden them…..i’m always feel sorry to them. So I choose to fast for thrift my pocket money. Until now I just can’t believe that I can going through this alone without my family, finally I did it. I know I can survive myself even when I’m alone as long you have a right intention. 

       Everyday I am missing my parents, my nieces who always call me ucuuuuu omey hihu, that nickname that I teach them when they still baby till they grown up. I'm swear to god that I'm missing them :( I hope they will be okay all fine day. Okay back to my story hehe, I know it's hard to live at others people place. But I know that as long I can take care of myself, insha allah everything will gonna be alright. There are many things that I've learned here in KPTM Ipoh, Perak. I hope that I can achieve my dreams and be a successful woman and make my parents proud of me. Amin~

New Life As A Student

ENTRY 3 : MY EXPERIENCE BEING A KPTM STUDENT

BY            : NOOR DAYANA BINTI MUTAFFA

CLASS     : DIM 0102

GROUP    : 2

LINK        : blossomrainbow.blogspot.com

Last week, I done written about “My Dream Is Awesome”. Now I would like to share you about my new life in KPTM, Ipoh. I as student KPTM Ipoh, I have taken course in Diploma In Multimedia. New life in KPTM, as a student I know the meaning of friendship, cooperation with group members, and else. Without my parents by my side, it is very difficult to me because nobody cooked and wash my clothes for me in here ..aaahhhh.... I miss my mom and dad so much........hhhhmmmmmm. But my parents always give support and advice to me.

First day in hostel KPTM, Orientation started in the beginning of Ramadan. When I stay at hostel, I met many type of people and I have to adapt in here...Lalalala....I look like crazy. I have to introduce about myself first because everyone was so shy and they never responded.(what do you think about that? It looks like stupid or not...oohhh.. Nevermind..haha..). Second day, I have to wake up early in the morning because I have eat ‘sahur’ with dormates and we had to mass prayer in hall. I have an old friend in KPTM. Her name is Nadia Najwa, i called her wawa. We were getting closed since we were in secondary school at SMK Tengku Indra Perta 1. My first day orientation I am very tired because since we were doing a lot activities during days and nights. The activities we did are dancing, singing, acting and more. The senior are so fierce like a hungry lion and annoying. The senior always bullied their juniors on the orientation day.

After the orientation day ended, the juniors was free from the orientation activities, students can leave the day for a week. Some of them go back to their places. I tell my mom the experience I get on the orientation activities. They start to attend classes in the schedule that was given by the senior. All the classes they get are different time because of different courses such as Diploma in Multimedia (DIM) and Diploma in Management with Multimedia (DMM). DIM have 8 classes while DMM have 6 classes and the subject are, ITM, ITSA, FOP, MATH, English Language and Pendidikan Islam. Wawa and I picked DIM0102 because the subjects ended before 4 p.m. On the first day in college, I feel so nervous because I will meet new friends and lecturers. In college I found two friends that becomes best friend with me. Their name is Syaidatul and Hidayah. I called them Syai and Yaya. Their personality like me, such as we are easy to socialize with other people, sporting, easy-going, sometimes acting nuts..hahaha..I guess so...? When we go outing somewhere we like to selfie at interesting places. In the classroom I always fight with the boys because they said I’m fierce but sometimes I can get along with them in a certain subject that we learned.     

The first time I met my lecturer, I felt nervous and at the same time excited for the subject. The first lecturer I met is Introduction To Multimedia (ITM) lecturer, Sir Ezuan and we called him Sir E.e and my impression to him is he is cute and nice. Next, Fundemtal Of Programming (FOP) lecturer Puan Salawani. I felt she looks fierce and arrogant but she is nice. For Information Technology Skills and Application (ITSA) lecturer, Miss Norami Mastura and I called her Miss Ami. She always speaking in the class and sometimes I don’t understand what she talking about. Hmm.. Boring.. Mathematic (MATH) lecturer, her name is Madam Azila, she is very fierce and always talk straight-to-the-point and we always have to ask her questions. After that, English language (BI) lecturer is Madam Hamiza, I felt really scared everytime I attended her class because I’m not that good in English Language. But she always supported me and help me to learn this subject easily. Pendidikan Islam (AGAMA) lecturer is, Ustazah Azizan, she is sporting and talkative person in classes. 

It is my first time I got an assignment to do. The course work during the school day and an assignment college is really big different and so tough for me. Mostly we never get enough sleep because of the assignment’s deadline. The deadline for the assignment is in 2-3 weeks, but I feel like the time is really fast and we need to finish it in 2-3 days. Errrgghh.. I’m really tired.... It felt like my brain want to explode.. Booom... After midterm there will be a lot of assignment that need to be finished. This is life as a college students. Haaaaa... 

Lastly, the things I learn by living as a student college is we need to be independence such as the money we need to thrift from a month without asking some money from our parents, to maintain the time between classes and my free time. Also to get a great pointers for this semester and for another semester too and to make both my parents proud and happy for getting excellent results. InshaAllah... Amin.. everyone please pray for me to be successful in the Diploma Course in Multimedia... Okay? Okay!

Life In College without any company from My Family :3

ENTRY 3 : MY EXPERIENCE BEING A KPTM STUDENT
BY           : AMIR AZIZI BIN MOHAMED FAUZI
CLASS    : DIM0102
GROUP   : 2
LINK       : blossomrainbow.blogspot.com

Now this time, its about my life in college without any company of my family. I am alone, not even a single family member will come and help me or look after me. Because my family lives far away, its a 2 hour trip to get here. I'll just have to depend on myself to keep away from danger, any kinds of trouble such as bullying, smoking, breaking out of hostel at night and go to a night club, have a bad results in college and etc. That's not a person I wanna be right now, I don't want a bad reputation in college. My mom raise me well, and she expects high from me. Better live up to her words, I won't let her down. I would rather stay away from fights, rather have a safe conversation and talk it all out then getting into a fistfights. I learn Martial Arts like Taekwondo for self defense not to pick up fights. I learn martial arts to protect the people around me and myself, I wore a sparring taekwondo pants just to make them think twice if they want to mess with me. HEHEHEHE

First day at KPTM College in 20/6/2015, there's a lot of people who arrived early and I have a few friends from high-school who end up here with me. It was fasting day, I was really tired and hungry like everyone else. I arrived early for the registration for which hostel I want, a house or a dorm. I rather choose living in a house than a dorm, because in a house there are more privacy than living in a dorm. The house has rooms for each 2 to 4 persons, but in a dorm maybe like 8 to 10 persons. After my registration, they gave me a map to the house. So my parents and I drove there to unpack my stuff, good thing that I went there early and get a good place to live for 6 months. After we arrive, we went to see the house chief for house registration. I got in the last house number 11 from 1, I was nervous that i'll have to live in a dorm with less privacy. after I checked in, I unpack my stuff and met my housemates but didn't say hey to each other yet. I've unpacked my belongings into a locker and pull on the bed sheets and pillowcase. When we are done settling in, we went out for a moment to buy a few things for me like the ironing board, detergent, hangars and etc. Then my parents send me back "home", hehe yeah~ "home" is what I called it here now. A secondary home, my parents talked to me about safety and work-hard to achieve something great. After that, I shake my parents hand and kiss my mom's cheek before they leave. I admit that I was a little sad when they left, here's where my story began on being alone without any family members to come and help when i'm in need. I just sat back and relax on my own bed, I gotta say that the bed was comfortable. I brought my pillows that I used at home here. I don't know what to do until I met Afif, he spoke to me with his accent that I didn't quite understand. I replied to him like "ahh yeah, yup, haha" and I smile, he unpack his stuff while I was playing with my phone. And then another person walks in, his name was Iman and he didn't talk much. I guess he was shy or in a hurry, good thing its a cat friendly zone here so I won't get stressed out that much. I'll hug a cat if i'm sad, angry or stressed, yup that's me alright. That evening we had to go to Rapat Setia Hall for a student meeting with the MPPs (Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar). They've welcomed us and introduced themselves, and they talked little about rules for our orientation for the next day and some rules in hostel and college.

The next day, we had an orientation on fasting day, my mind said "what the hell are they thinking doing an activity on fasting day?". That is our challenge for 3 days on our orientation, we were tired, hungry and a little bit bored. Too much talking and nagging, I was annoyed to some facilitators. But others are cool I guess, unless we cross the line they will unleash their fury. Its because we are still fresh they think they can push us however they want. So, the first thing we got to do is getting to know each other including the facilitators. It is called an Ice-Breaking event, most of us was "awhhhh grrreaaaaat", maybe they didn't like that kind of event because they were arrogant or too shy to do it. well they had to do it anyways, so the the head of the facilitator divides the students into a group and assigned a facilitator to join us. I've met with a girl facilitator, she was short and she is 20 years old and we called her Kak Kay. After the Ice-Breaking event ends, they've planned to do a lot of exiting activities. There's to much to describe them all, but we were very tired so is the facilitators. Some of the students faint and got sick, They had to be sent home or back to their dorm, its because the activity was from 7 am to 10 pm. That night at maghrib, we were ready for our iftar. We were assigned to do some work and help the facilitators, well they were tired too i guess. They said it is their first time to do an orientation in fasting day, yeah for us as well. The groups are assigned into different jobs, like cleaning, throwing rubbish, and give away food. My group was assigned for give away food to the other students, we were hungry and thirsty watching the food and drinks in front of us. One of my group members actually drink before azan maghrib, I stopped him after he took a sip and he was like about to burst out. Hahaha, he was too thirsty and so do I. I said to him "Its okay, it was providence that you drank that water." But I swallowed my saliva watching him took a sip of it, dammit!. I thought I was not gonna make it, but my faith is still strong to withstand the challenge for the whole day. At the closing end of the orientation, we were like "yessss!!! Its the last dayyyy!!". We've met with  our Colleges Director in the hall, the Director welcomed us and lecture us about college's life, rules and all that important stuff. And then we all have to choose classes on which schedule we like, I thought we would be assigned randomly so my friends and I planned to go to class together.

On our first day at class, we were having a get to know sessions with our lecturers. It was fun and all that, got to meet our AWESOME  English lecturer name Madam Hamizah Osman, our ITM lecturer we called him Sir EE, our ITSA/CAIT lecturer Miss Norami, our FOP lecturer Miss Salawani and others I forgot their names. The class is really random, its not like high-school that we will be staying in the same classroom. Sometimes we have to go to different classrooms on different floors and on different buildings, my college is build like the KLCC in Kuala Lumpur because it has like the crossover bridge. Get to meet with my classmates, they were all shy with each other as well for me, i'm shy too. The next day of our class we started learning chapter 1 on each subject, and there's mathematics. My first thought was "why the hell math has to do anything with multimedia?", then again math might be important in multimedia......... i think...., i'm just worried that I won't pass my math and can't proceed on my next semester. And there's a programming subject, i'm all about programming because I followed my fathers footsteps and I like to play video games a lot. How about if I stop playing games and focus on how to make one? yeahhh~~ But after I started learning here, I stopped playing games for a while. Except on my mobile phone, I would get really bored if I don't do anything besides learning. Although we could play sports at our hostel, there's a little field so we can play soccer or any other kinds of sports. If i'm too lazy, I would just lay down on my bed and listen to some music. If that still makes me bored, I would just eat everything I have until i'm satisfied. This is how I survive at my new "home" now , and there's another another few problems that I always have. First is there's NO WIFI!!, technically there is wifi at my hostel but it is sooooo slowwww. I can't even watch youtube that much and do some research for my assignments. Then I decided to buy a portable wifi for my personal use, not for my friends. I use it only to do research for my assignments, chatting, facebook if the lecturer share some useful information there, play my online games on my mobile (not often), watch youtube if i'm really really bored. download stuff like online notes or music. And here's my second problem, MONEY!!!. I really hate this problem, its hard to go anywhere or buy food... especially FOOD. Ugh, its hard to get something to eat at my hostel area. I always eat at mamak restaurant or at a little cafe called Majid Cendol, the food price is reasonable there so that's the only place I eat. And I have to pay for my portable wifi every month, so its a little bit hard to go out and watch a movie or go bowling. But if I can manage with that, my life will not be that complicated.

I guess I would say "home is the most comfortable place to live in" and yeah I guess that's true but now that i'm living in a hostel, I just have to live my life to the fullest. I just have to not to think about my problems that much, I will just put them away.. lock them inside my mind and drop it inside the deepest ocean. If there's a person who'll keep dragging me down, I won't stop to keep getting back up. I want to be a successful man when I walk out this college with a big smile and make my parents and my families proud. this is my experience on how I live without any company from my family. Thank you for using your time to read this, please correct me if there's a mistake. Thanks again.

Dream is Awesome!

ENTRY 2 : MY DREAMS

BY : NOOR DAYANA BINTI MUSTAFFA

CLASS : DIM0102

GROUP : 2

LINK : blossomrainbow.blogspot.my 

Dream is something that all of us need to have... including me .  I  have  many  dream  in my life. InshaaAllah.. My dream are fulfilled also. I have a big dream, Sometimes dreams can bring success to us. Sometimes dreams can be troublesome themselves because like to follow the requirements of the liver.

 I want go to travel to Phuket Island..OMG...I love island.!! It is one of the best countries that are full natural beauty.I would like to go to Phuket because it is one of most important travel destination of Thailand. It has natural beauty surrounded by the beach and mountains. Features like a powder white sandy beach and the beautiful blue water known as “Pearl” of the Andaman Sea. However, it is the largest island of Thailand, length of the island from north to south about 48.7 km and the widest measurement from east to west and approximately 21.3 kilometers.

Not only that my dream OHHH..My wedding .!! I want something special. I very excited about wedding. I want my wedding to be the best in the world..!! Huhu.. absolutely… I want a wedding being held at the Flower Garden so that everyone can experience the beauty and pleasure that is in the park. I’ve always wanted good wedding themed Paradise. I will add more to the furry carpet decoration. The  Malay custom in marriage must be implemented to ensure the success of a wedding. A wedding not complete without our beloved family and relatives.  The bridal gowns that are wonderful and white color purity.

After  that, my dream bike Honda CBR1000RR. Hmmm… I like..!! motorbike produce something unique to me. produce unique engine at it sounds. It is positioned against the YZF-R1 and also the Suzuki Hayabusa. It has been designed to give tough competition ,in the super bike segment. The Honda CBR1000RR is poised to grad eyeballs in the world of street machines and one of the most innovative super biker ever built. The Fire blade is powered with a 999cc liquid-cooled inline four-cylindered engine with a compression ratio of 12:3:1.

I hope i can achieve my dream will comes true. Some dreams are hard to achieve, and some dreams are easy to achieve. The dreams are easily achived by our effort to get it. I hope present I'll give my support to get success in this world and the hereafter. Expect so that Allah will fulfilled. I will prayer always.