ENTRY 3 : MY EXPERIENCE BEING A KPTM STUDENT
By : NURUL HIDAYAH BINTI MUHAMMAD
Class : DIM0102
Group : 2
Link : Blossomrainbow.blogspot.my
I feel like a grown up kid that
finally got managed to handle myself alone without my family by my side. Sometimes
I realized that I need to be independent. I need to learn how to managed
myself, like washing my clothes, how I managed my money, my food and etc when
my parents not around me. This is we need to do for my future. Not just only
depend to your parents. This is the right time to show up to your parents that
we can be useful wherever we are even we were alone.
For my third entry, I want to share
about my life as a student at KPTM without my family. For the first time I
further my studies as a college student and it’s far away from my home. I know
that being at the new place everything will be awkward and everything here very
new to me for suit me well. I have further my studies at Poly-Tech MARA College,
Ipoh, Perak and of course I’m very excited at new place. I have do some
research about my college, and I’ll be okay there because the place is very
near to the city.
When the first day I’m arrived here, I feel very excited when I’m looking around the place of Ipoh because the view really looks like city of Kuala Lumpur (maybe just a little bit huhu). On the day of my registration as a student KPTM Ipoh, there are so many people waiting for their turn. I’m having difficulty to make new friends since I’m not used to be with stranger especially at the new place that I never been to. Yet, I’m worries as I still don’t have any friends by my side. I just realized something as I finished my registration get into the college that I have to go through everything here alone. The great thing is it was on Ramadhan, special month for muslim to fast and feeling that I was far away from my backbone, it’s so incredible experience for myself. My parents ask me to take care of myself, saving my money pocket and use it for food, notes book and not for useless thing and of course they want me to being a good daughter and make them proud.
On my first day classes, it’s a
little bit awkward for me because before this I’m in secondary school that all
of them is girl, which is like convent school. As boys and girls are actually
mixed in the same class where I had been in all girls school before. There is
session to know each other that we need to stand up and intro about myself. But
I am very shyyyyyyyy oh my god I have never been doing this before infront of
the guys. I feel like want to runaway from there and hiding somewhere. HAHAHA!
My heart beats faster than f1 when my turns come to intro about myself. HUH!
But at the end, I’ll take this as my challenge that if we want to achieve our
dreams, we must take challenge and be brave to face it. It’s more to ‘take it
or leave it’. That is how my first day is like. Day by day everything is
getting better because finally I know how to face them everyday in the class.
Being a college student is very fun
and enjoyable, that is what I think first when I came as a normal person or we
called nerdy haaaa yup nerdy! But in real life, it’s too many things to do by
my own. Since I haven’t being so far away from my family, it’s quite challenging
me to do the entire thing by my own. But it’s still okay from me as long as I can
survive. I became a very strong girl; I know how to manage my time, my money,
my work and etc. Thus, I had been fasting for 3-4 days due lack of money. Sometimes,
I have felt afraid for ask pocket money from my parent’s, I’m just don’t want
to burden them…..i’m always feel sorry to them. So I choose to fast for thrift
my pocket money. Until now I just can’t believe that I can going through this
alone without my family, finally I did it. I know I can survive myself even
when I’m alone as long you have a right intention.
Everyday I am missing my parents, my nieces who always call me ucuuuuu omey hihu, that nickname that I teach them when they still baby till they grown up. I'm swear to god that I'm missing them :( I hope they will be okay all fine day. Okay back to my story hehe, I know it's hard to live at others people place. But I know that as long I can take care of myself, insha allah everything will gonna be alright. There are many things that I've learned here in KPTM Ipoh, Perak. I hope that I can achieve my dreams and be a successful woman and make my parents proud of me. Amin~